Five:
/The concept of Kendo is to discipline the human
character through the application of the principles of the Katana. The purpose
of practicing Kendo is to mold the mind and body, to cultivate a vigorous
spirit…/
Yet no matter how many times
Minamoto sensei’s voice rang in his mind, Heero remained frozen in his
position, eyes widening in horror as he watched Duo approach with the deadly
blade obviously aimed for him.
Move! Move! Move, goddamn it!
“Aaargh!” He closed his eyes,
his scream nearly getting lost in the loud clash of steel against steel. Fiery
and brilliant sparks flew off both swords on contact and as Heero opened up his
eyes slowly, he was amazed to find himself staring into Duo’s furious eyes
which were now mere inches before him. It took Heero a second later to realize
that he had actually and somehow managed to block Duo’s attack. His arms had
finally seemed to move on their own accord and were now angled in such a way
that Duo’s direct approach had been stalled decisively with Satsuma.
“Heh, I see you finally
remember how to fight,” Duo taunted with a light smirk. “I was beginning to
think your kamae was extremely
pathetic. Hmph!”
He pushed Heero away from him
with a light grunt, but hardly took another breath before slicing Reiki’s blade
through the air, its intention clearly meant to take Heero’s head off. Again,
Heero found himself ducking and holding the katana above him, parrying the
punishing blows as Duo continued to attack mercilessly.
“Is that all you’re going to
do?” Duo yelled angrily as Heero dodged yet another thrust. “Run, run, run away
like the coward you are!”
Damn it, he’s strong! Heero thought wildly. Fighting on a rooftop wasn’t
very advantageous to begin with. He had to not only dodge Duo’s frenzied
attacks, but he had to maneuver his way around steel pipes from chimneys,
electrical as well as telephone wires. It didn’t help that Duo seemed to move
so effortlessly amongst the obstacles either! It was clear that the long-haired
man was used to these kinds of fights.
It was as if nothing was an impediment
for the lithe young man before him. Reiki must have weighed a ton – well not
that much – and yet Duo swung it around like he would a twig. Heero figured it
was a miracle he hadn’t been scratched yet.
He dived behind a miniature
brick wall, wincing as a chunk was sliced off over his head. He closed his eyes
and mouth, suffering the debris from the crushed stones as they fell upon him.
He was panting harshly now, his shirt plastered to his skin with sweat. His hair
hung in damp tendrils upon his forehead and although it was a cool night, Heero
felt like he was fighting in the middle of the hottest of deserts.
“What’s this?” Duo sneered. He
sounded like he hadn’t even broken a sweat. “Running away, officer? I didn’t think you were such a wimp!”
Second time I’ve been called a wimp today, Heero thought with a bitter smile.
“Why?!” He suddenly yelled
back in return. “Why are you doing this, Duo?!”
He couldn’t see Duo’s face,
but he was sure that the other man was standing directly behind him. He eyed
his hands, noticing that his wrists were getting swollen from the pressure he
had been applying to Satsuma all this time. Damn…it had been so long since he
had held anything remotely close to a sword and blocking Duo’s attacks had
definitely not been easy. His wrists were beginning to throb painfully and
Heero wasn’t sure he would be able to hold Duo off anymore if they continued at
this pace.
“Why?” Duo asked
incredulously. “Why are you asking me such a dumb question, officer?!”
Might as well talk him into submission. “That sword…do you know what it’s doing to you, Duo?
Do you understand the power of Reiki at all?”
A long silence greeted his
question as the sounds of the city filled their ears with each tension-filled
second. Dogs barking faintly in the distance, a fire truck’s alarm going off or
the faint sounds of television sets or music blaring from stereos were all a
painful reminder of just where they were. They weren’t two samurai warriors on
the battlefields of medieval
“What do you know about
Reiki?” Duo finally replied in a voice that sounded far from his usual tone of
contempt. “What the fuck do you know about anything, officer?!”
Another chunk of debris was
sent flying his way and Heero knew that his resting period was over. He rolled
away from Reiki’s blade which barely caught his ear as it carved a slice of the
concrete beside him.
Shit! I think I really pissed him off this time!
Duo withdrew quickly and
slashed again, his movements a bit erratic and frantic as his frustration grew.
Was it because of Satsuma? Why wasn’t he able to make a dent on this weak
fighter who defiled the very presence of Reiki? And yet, Heero himself had
proven to be quite adept at blocking his attacks. His defensive thrusts and
stances had not exactly been expert, but they had sufficed. And what was all
that talk about Reiki’s power? He knew what Reiki was capable of doing! He
didn’t need this weakling to tell him otherwise!
There! An opening!
He could see that Heero was
beginning to struggle and that his foot movement wasn’t as quick any more.
Making use of that slight advantage, Duo lunged with a grin of victory. He was
going to relish defeating Heero and longed to watch the officer plead for his
life below him…but not before having his way with the handsome man. His grin
became feral as he watched Reiki’s blade graze Heero’s cheek. He took pleasure
at the sight of the thick line of blood it produced on the darker flesh and
then promptly sucked in a harsh breath as he finally became aware of the sharp
pain within his left shoulder. For a long moment, he could only stare at the
sword buried in his body, gaping almost comically at the dark red stain that
had begun to spread around the deep wound.
Satsuma had speared him –
past flesh, muscle and bone and now with its bloodied tip shimmering beneath
the moonlight like an unholy baptism. Duo lifted his gaze to meet the dark blue
ones just inches before him. He stared at the tiny beads of sweat upon Heero’s
brow with almost dumb fascination, traced the outline of those full lips which
were parted as Heero’s warm but harsh breath mingled with his shallow one. Was
that pity or sadness in Heero’s eyes? Duo couldn’t be sure, but he’d be damned
if he was going to lose to this pathetic fool so easily.
“You’re…good…” he whispered
thickly. He could feel Reiki slipping from his grasp and he shook his head
rapidly, holding on tightly to the sword for as long as he could – seeking
desperately for the strength he needed at this time.
You can’t abandon me now, Reiki! He pleaded as he felt Satsuma being withdrawn slowly.
When it was completely out of him, Duo coughed; feeling as if his lungs and
intestines were churning with revulsion at the thought of being wounded so
easily. The pain became unbearable and he fell to his knees, his vision becoming
hazy as he tried to stagger back to his feet like a stubborn mule. But like a
master weary of its slave, Reiki slipped from its owner’s trembling hands,
falling to the ground as lifeless as if it had just been unearthed from its
tomb.
“No…no…” Duo tried to pick it
up again, but Heero moved quickly and kicked it away with a foot.
“You won’t need it anymore,
Duo,” Heero said softly, still reeling from the knowledge that he had actually
won. If asked, he could only say that things had seemed to slow down before his
eyes for those few precious minutes. For some reason, he had been able to judge
Duo’s attack accurately and had somehow changed his stance – his left foot
firmly planted a few inches before his right with Satsuma at the ready for its
final blow. He hadn’t wanted to kill Duo – just a little wound to keep him
silent for a while and it had seemed like the sword had heard his very thought
and moved on its own accord…again.
“I think it’s best you…argh!”
His minor victory was
shattered as he fell to the ground with a painful thud. Duo’s hand had wrapped
around his ankle sending him toppling off balance. Shit! Didn’t this guy know
when to give up? He tried to use Satsuma again, but Duo had already predicted
that move. His right hand pressed hard upon Heero’s already aching wrist
sending the police officer howling in pain and subsequently allowing the sword
to slip from his grasp.
“I’ll fucking kill you,” Duo
growled as he straddled Heero’s waist, hands reaching for the other man’s neck
to choke the life out of him. “What the hell do you know about my life, huh?!
Who gave you the fucking right to come here and destroy everything?!”
“It’s…killing…you….” Heero
wheezed as he desperately tried to dislodge Duo off him. He stared into the
wild violet depths, seeing the gamut of emotions ranging from anger, fear and
confusion within them. “Duo…sto…stop…!” Heero could feel his blood circulation
being cut off and it was taking all of his strength to keep his focus at this
point. There was only one thing he could try to do. It was a cheap shot, but if
he planned to survive this night, he’d have to do it.
Damn…damn…damn it! I’m so…sorry, Duo!
With a heavy grunt, he lifted
his hand and forming a fist, slammed it as hard as he could into Duo’s wound.
The cry of agony that slipped past the long-haired man’s lips was almost
Heero’s undoing. Duo released his death grip on Heero’s neck and fell back to
the ground, curling into a tight ball as his entire being trembled in pain.
Heero staggered to his feet
weakly, his throat burning with the pressure that had been exerted on it. His
left cheek was a bloody mess now, the cut Duo had given him much deeper than
originally thought. He stared at the writhing figure on the ground, not sure if
he ought to be happy at finally defeating Duo or simply depressed at having it
end this way.
The right thing to do was to
arrest Duo and lock him up like the law required and yet…Heero couldn’t get himself
to do so.
He took a weak step towards
Satsuma and Reiki, leaning down to pick up the two swords that had been forged
with different intentions.
“Kill me,” Duo said in a
husky whisper as he stared at Heero’s back that was now turned to him. “Finish
me off now, officer.”
“My name…is Heero…” came the
quiet reply as Heero slipped Satsuma back into its sheath. “Heero Yuy.” He held
Reiki before him, reluctantly admiring the smooth curve of its long blade. It
still had drops of his blood on it and that brought a small but bitter smile to
his features.
“You once said my blood
wasn’t worth being stained on Reiki, didn’t you?” he said and then raised a
brow at Duo’s soft chuckle.
“Still isn’t…rookie. You were
just lucky tonight that’s all. But what the hell…finish me off now or you’ll
regret it if you don’t.”
Heero turned around slowly
and walked closer to the prone figure. He held the cursed sword over his
shoulder as if considering if he ought to waste his time driving it into Duo’s
heart.
“So you wish for me to kill
you and get this over and done with, is that it?” he asked quietly, a dark and
unreadable expression filling his eyes. “Maybe…maybe I should…”
“NOOOOO!!”
Both men turned their puzzled
gazes towards the figure running towards them and before Heero could blink,
Reiki was snatched away from his hand and was now being cradled like a child
against the newcomer’s chest.
“Don’t…don’t kill him,” the
boy whispered harshly as he stood before Duo with tears running down his
cheeks. “It’s not his fault. It’s not his fault at all, officer!”
“Ren,” Duo began with slight
irritation in his voice. “Get the fuck out of here! Didn’t I tell you not to
follow me?”
“No! I’m sorry, Duo but I
have to tell the officer the truth!”
“There is no truth, you
bastard.” Duo tried to sit up but it was with an effort and his face was
already pale and shiny with the exertion he was putting forth. “Just give me
Reiki…”
“I knew,” Ren continued
thickly, the tears falling faster as he clenched the sword even tighter to his
body. “I knew all the time what Reiki would do to you, Duo and I didn’t stop
it! I felt guilty…so guilty when I began to see the changes in you.”
“Ren…shut…”
“No! I should take the blame
for it! It was all because of my selfish need to get back at the people that
destroyed my family!”
Heero raised a brow while
trying his best to keep up with Ren’s choked words. “Your family?”
Ren nodded fervently, still
unable to look at either man in the eyes. “My name is Ren Takayanagi. I’m the
only surviving member of the Takayanagi family. We were the head of the 12
founding families and Reiki was left in our care. I was only five at the time
when the uprisings began. I watched them kill my mom, dad and brothers and
sisters before my eyes and I couldn’t do anything about it. Reiki was the only
thing that they had left behind and I buried it in a section of the park,
swearing to myself that when I grew older I’d come back to seek revenge on
those responsible for destroying my family.”
“Ren…that’s enough…” Duo
began again, but there was no fight left in his voice, instead a weariness and
resignation made it sound low and barely audible.
“I met Duo at the foster home
when I was ten. He had come by to visit Mrs. Sora; the owner and from the
moment I lay eyes on him, I knew that I had to be with him. I could sense the
bitterness and misery that filled Duo’s heart and I wanted to help him in any
way I could. We became good friends and he finally told me about the life he
had led – watching his mother being turned into a…”
“Too much damn information
Ren,” Duo interrupted quickly. He swayed a little and groaned before falling
back to the ground again. “Shit. If someone’s going to kill me then for the
love of god, make it quick.”
Heero peeled out of shirt,
shivering slightly at the cold wind that danced upon his naked flesh. Falling
to his knees, he began to wrap the once white cloth over and beneath Duo’s
shoulder and arm to stop the blood flow. He ignored the wary look that was
thrown his way, feeling his already flushed cheeks darken with heat as he
administered the crude first aid.
“You’re a weird one,” Duo
finally said quietly. His lashes fluttered closed and he took a shuddering
breath. “When am I going to prison already?”
“He can’t!” Ren cried out
desperately as he knelt beside Duo as well, pinning teary brown eyes upon Heero.
“You can’t take him to prison, officer! I gave him Reiki! I made him do all of
that! I made him…”
“You didn’t do anything, you
dork,” Duo said with a weak laugh as he lifted his right hand to caress the
teen’s cheek. He brushed away the tears gently. “You just told me about it and
let me have my way with it, didn’t you?”
“But I knew…about the
curse…and how…”
“There’s no curse,” Duo
muttered. “It’s just a story someone made up to make excuses for going berserk
with the sword. I guess I let it get to my head as well.”
“But…but…you were only
killing the bad people, weren’t you? You were only punishing those who had done
you wrong or didn’t deserve to live, weren’t you?”
“Yeah…maybe…I would have
killed this guy though,” Duo turned to face Heero who had been watching the
exchange between the two men quietly. “If he wasn’t such a lucky bastard…and a
good kisser.”
Heero had the grace to blush
and rose to his feet quickly, shaking his head rapidly to prevent himself from
thinking of the worst thing at a time like this. He ignored Ren’s confused look
and coughed slightly. “Yes, you might have killed me but…”
“You are a sword fighter at
least born to be one,” Duo said quietly. He noticed Heero shaking his head
again and smiled wanly. “Ever wondered why you gave up Kendo, officer?”
With some effort, Duo lifted
up his t-shirt and tugged his pants down a little to reveal a faint circular
bruise upon the small of his back. “Once upon a time…in a little school for
kenjutsu, there was a young boy who thought he was such a cocky bastard and
could beat everyone in his class. That was until the day he met the girly boy
who whopped his ass and sent him packing. Of course the girly boy hadn’t left
without a souvenir.” He tapped the faded wound gently. “And how ironic that
after all this time, it would be you again repaying the favor. Took me a while,
but I can remember that pathetic kamae
anywhere. You just never seemed to get it right, did you?”
Heero’s eyes widened as the memories
came rushing back with a vengeance. He could remember his mother sending him to
the classes – his reluctance to go but only because he had felt he was too good
for the other members. He was too strong, had beaten up his classmates over and
over again and he had allowed it to give him an oversized ego. Until that
fateful day when sensei had shown up with the scrawny kid with really long hair
– the scrawny kid that had sent him toppling to the ground after just a few
thrusts with his shinai, making Heero
the laughing stock of the school. How embarrassing had that been? What a blow
to his pride! He had decided not to practice the stupid sport anymore because
of that. Duo had been the one to cut him down to size. It was ironic that Heero
had never actually known his name or cared to know about him either.
“Duo…I…” What could he say
now anyway? That he was sorry for being such an asshole? Talk about bad timing.
“Meh…it’s all bullshit now,”
Duo said weakly. His lashes were growing heavier and the sounds of the city seemed
to be fading away from his consciousness. “It’s all a load of bullshit, Heero.
Some avenging angel I turned out to be, huh? Just…do what you have to do
already, okay?”
Ren’s sobs became louder as
he pressed his head against Duo’s chest. Heero swallowed the stubborn lump that
had come to his throat, hands reaching into his back pocket to pull out the
small set of handcuffs he always had to carry with him. With a heart that felt
as heavy as lead, he snapped the cold steel around Duo’s left wrist, feeling
his vision blur a little as he turned his face away.
“You have…you have the right
to remain silent,” he began thickly, cursing himself as a tear slid down his
cheek. He wiped it away quickly, deliberately keeping his gaze fixed on the
remnants of what was once a chimney. Ren’s cries overshadowed his monotonous
recital and as he came to the painful end, Heero knew that he could no longer
continue in this line of work.
“Hey…Heero,” Duo whispered as
he opened up his lashes again to stare into the other man’s visage. “One little
favor before you send me to the slammer, huh?”
“Wha…what can I do for you,
Duo?” Anything for you right about now…
“Might gross out the kid a
bit…but…just a little kiss…for old time’s sake, hmm? I’ve been dying – no pun
intended – to taste them one more time.”
Heero watched the small smile
and bit his lower lip, nodding slowly in acceptance. A kiss. It would be just a
little kiss and then it would be all over.
“For old time’s sake,” Heero
replied softly as he leaned close to honor his promise and as their lips met,
the first heavy drops of warm rain fell upon them as if hoping that it could in
someway, wash away the sadness which had now filled both men’s hearts.
*kamae – ‘On
guard’ stance/posture in kendo